Attractiveness:

repulsive || hideous || ugly || not attractive || unappealing || not unattractive || meh || no preference || ok || mildly attractive || nice looking || cute || adorable || attractive || pleasant on the eyes || good looking || hot || sexy || beautiful || gorgeous || hot damn || would tap that || perfect || godlike || holy fuck there are no words

Personality:

grating || irritating || frustrating || boring || confusing at best || awkward || unreasonable || psychotic || disturbing || interesting || engaging || affectionate || aggressive || ambitious || anxious || artistic || bad tempered || bossy || charismatic || appealing || unappealing || creative || courageous || dependable || unreliable || unpredictable || predictable || devious || dim || extroverted || introverted ||  egotistical || gregarious || fabulous || impulsive || intelligent || sympathetic || talkative || up beat || peaceful || calming || badass || flexible

How likely they would have sex with them:

not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending || fuck no! || never || no way || not likely || not sure || indifferent || I’m asexual || maybe || probably || it depends || fairly likely || likely || yeah sure || yes || would tap that || hell yes || fuck yes! || wishing that could happen right now || as many times as possible || we are already having sex

Level of Friendship:

never in a million years || worst of enemies || enemies || rivals || indifferent || neutral || acquaintance || friendly toward each other || casual friends || friends || good friends || best friends || fuck buddies || bosom buddies || practically the same person || would die for them || true friends || my only friend ||

First impression of them:

I hate them so much || I don’t like them || I don’t trust them || they annoy me || they’re weird || I’m indifferent || meh || they seem alright || they’re growing on me || truce || I think I like them || I like them || I’m not sure if I trust them || I trust them || they’re cool || they’re genuine || I think we’re going to get along || I really like them || I think I’m in love || oh fuck they’re hot || I love them

Current impression of them:

I hate them so much || I don’t like them || I don’t trust them || they annoy me || they’re weird || I’m indifferent || meh || they seem alright || they’re growing on me || truce || I think I like them || I like them || I’m not sure if I trust them || I trust them || they’re cool || they’re genuine || I think we’re going to get along || I really like them || I think I’m in love || oh fuck they’re hot || I love them

How good of a kisser:

worst kisser ever || terrible || bad || awkward || just okay || alright || pretty good || good || makes me moan || excellent || exciting || oh god they’re good || I dream about it || fucking amazing || absolute perfection || we haven’t kissed

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There was a catch to this, nothing came free or easy with her ruthless captor and the witch knew it. Madison decided that she would worry about that later and just indulge in the reward even if it hurt her bruised face to eat it. She kept a cautious eye on Axel as she quickly ate the first piece and reached for another one. Jerking her hand back with the slice of pizza she devoured that one just as fast. Madison didn’t speak to him at first because she just didn’t know what to say. “Thanks.” She finally mumbled knowing that she’d better at least show gratitude; he would surely be pissed if she didn’t. Axel liked her to grovel. She wanted to eat more but she was afraid he’d reprimand and insult her for eating too much. Madison was well aware that she was sickly thin but it still didn’t stop Axel from taunting her for being ‘fat’. 

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The vampire grinned at how scared and nervous she looked at the fact he was giving her food, sure he would make her make it up to him in way or another and he knew that his better side would spoil her once he was given the chance but for now he got to have his fun. “Go on…get fatter.” He whispered to her as she ate. “Make that waist line bigger.” He mocked as he stood up and emptied the bottle of Pepsi onto her. “Clean up the mess when you are done.” HE sneered as he gripped her chin. “Oh and eat all of it, dont waste it.”

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Maybe she was sick in the head or he’d just knocked all the sense out of her but Madison knew she was in love with her abuser. “It’s worth it. You’ll get better. You aren’t always this way. You are good more often than not.” It was true for the most part, Axel didn’t have as many of his bad moments as he did his good but when he did have them they were awful to endure. Madison did worry about the baby but for some reason she felt that she could protect it when Axel was having his bad days. She’d protected her twin sister Emma most of the time so she was sure she could do it for her own child. “We’ll both be fine.” She was trying to assure him just as much as she was herself. A soft content sound escaped her lips when his hand was on her stomach and she looked up at him with a smile. “Maybe your love for us will chase him away.” It was nice to think about.

“Maybe it will chase him away…I hope it will…I dont want you and our baby gone because of him…I want to be happy with you and I will try to protect both of you all the time.” Axel promised as he kissed her stomach again and smiled up at her. “We should get you eating more now though. Cause you are eating for two and this one needs as much food and she or he can get.” Axel smiled again and gently pulled her onto his lap, kissing her cheek softly and nuzzling her as he held her with one hand while hte other rested on her stomach. 

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The teenager calmed slightly but still remained very cautious and apprehensive of the vampire’s every move. She was so weak when he picked her up that she couldn’t fight him off even if she wanted to so she just rested her head against his chest and let her eyes slip closed. The constant motions of him picking her up and putting her down made her whimper in protest but as soon as she was on the bed she was content again, curling up against the wall to get away from him temporarily. She was hungry but she felt like if she ate she’d be sick. “Thank you.” That was all she could manage to say, knowing she had to say something. Madison didn’t really know if she had any faith in any of Axel’s promises even if he was being nice to her.

He wasn’t going to hurt her at all, just seeing the pain he had caused was bad enough for the vampire. He gently pulled her away from the wall and handed the bowl of soup to her again. “Please eat it….Your too skinny….And im sorry for that..” HE told her softly as he handed a spoon to her. “I…You can sleep in my bed and not in here if you just have bad memories in here.” The vampire suggested with a small shrug. He just wanted to do right by her seeing as he had down lots of bad to her. “And tomorrow I will take you away from here if you want..” 

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As if the position on all fours wasn’t humiliating enough Axel had to verbally degrade her as well by calling her a dog and reminding her of how ugly he thought she was; it was something that the witch had become used to but still hurt her feelings. Madison didn’t comment and instead started to eat the horrible food with her hands as she was expected to do. She chose not to answer his last comment and instead focused on getting all the food that she could into her mouth so she could get some desperately needed energy. 

When Axel arrived home Madison was curled up in her corner asleep; it had been so long since she’d slept and she’d passed out from pure exhaustion. She didn’t even hear the rattling of the chains.

He frowned when she didn’t wake up, he moved over to her and kicked her int eh ribs to wake her. “Do not ignore me you fucking bitch!” He yelled as he grabbed her hair and pulled her out of the corner and to where the chains were, grabbing on and wrapping it around her neck before using a padlock to lock it in place. “I told you we are going to have fun.” HE sneered as he pulled her to her feet and put the other chains around her wrist tightly. 

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The blonde was so weak that it didn’t take much to make her fall over, the simple nudge of his foot against her chest had her laying miserably on her back looking up at him with fear in her hazel eyes. The food being taken away from her made her cry out in frustration; she was on all fours immediately no matter how humiliating it was. Madison watched him push the food out of her reach and just sunk back on all fours like a dog that had been beaten. “I could never love you.” She spat back and soon realized that she needed to just keep her mouth shut; she wanted to eat that day. She needed to. Her eyes remained locked on the bowl of slop in the middle of the floor as if she was willing it to come to her but she was too weak for any of that. It was probably another reason why he kept her sickly and weak; if she were on the verge of starvation then she could never find a way to use a single one of her suppressed powers. “Please let me eat…” She begged softly knowing that he enjoyed the sound of her groveling to him when she wanted or needed something.

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As she sat down like a dog he smirked and let her get at the food that was actually in a dog bowl. “Just remember that you are a dog, you are not pretty at all. You are nothing, and I own you. Go a head and eat.” He told her as he moved so that she could get at the bowl before he moved out of the room and laughed. “I will be back later so be ready.” The vampire grinned and laughed as he walked away from her door.

He came back an hour later with large chians that were even heavy for him to lift. “Ready for some fun witch?” 

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Madison was still asleep when he came back, blonde head rested against the back of the tub and oblivious to the fact that he was cleaning the house of bad memories before she came out of the bathroom again. As soon as she heard his voice her eyes snapped open and she jumped up nearly slipping in the tub trying to scramble out of it and away from him. When she saw the kindness in his face she remembered that the monster had retreated from him and a kind, gentle man had carried her to the bathroom. She eyed the bowl in his hand distrustingly wondering if it were more of the slop he’d been feeding her. “I’m not hungry.” Madison lied as her stomach took that exact moment to betray her and grumble loudly. The girl was so skinny to begin with and she’d lost even more weight so it was obvious she was being half starved and needed to eat. 

As he saw the fear in her eyes he backed off till she remembered it was him and not the other him. “Hey…hey…its okay, I wont hurt you.” He said softly as he slowly moved over to her and gently picked her up out of the bath and dried her off before putting her in one of his warmer shirts and pants, he picked her up again and took her into the bedroom, showing her that he had made it more liveable again. “I know you are hungry, but look I made this better for you…I will get you something better tomorrow, I promise.” He whispered as he kissed her cheek and put her on the bed, putting the blankets over her and turning the heater up.

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Madison snuggled into the man that caused her such pain on his bad days and happiness on his good ones. She shook her head at his request. “No. I’m not leaving you. I don’t want anything but you and leaving won’t give me that.” She’d suffer through it as she always did for the little glimpses of the real Axel that it provided her. The blonde sighed softly as she rested her head against his stomach, her hair was still a mess despite the fact that she’d try to fix it and only one side covered her face while the other was cut right to her scalp. She rested warm, wide, hazel eyes on his face when he moved the longer side of light wisps of bangs away from her face. “You can’t make me go.”  The former actress was stubborn and the only way he’d get rid of her would be for him to dump her somewhere and she knew that neither of them wanted that.

He put his arms around her and held her tight as she snuggled up to him, he sighed as she refused to leave him. He just wanted her to be safe and not have to worry if he was himself or the other side that liked to hurt her, cut her hair till she had bled and then raped and beaten her. “Hey…how about I fix your hair seeing as you wont leave?” He asked as he looked down at her with a small smile. “You can sleep in my bed tonight instead of this hole of a room….it used to be nice…im sorry..” He whispered to her.

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Madison knew that Axel didn’t believe her and couldn’t see what she saw in him but she was the same way herself; she would just keep trying. Her small hand stayed rested on her stomach in a motherly, protective way that the teenager never even knew she had in her. “You are worth it. I wish you’d listen to me and see that.” She ran a hand through her short hair as he mentioned it. It had started to grow but she was sure she still resembled a boy more than she did a girl and her tiny chest probably didn’t help anything. How could he even still like looking at her? Without her long blonde hair Madison felt as ugly as she believed she looked. “You weren’t yourself when you did these things to me. You couldn’t help it and I did provoke you when I know I shouldn’t have. Most of these bruises are because I don’t know how to shut my big mouth.” It was partially true because she did push him until he snapped at times. “I need to do a better job at stopping that.” She took some of the blame on to herself to make him feel better if it were possible.

“How can I be worth it when I have done this to you? Hurt you….look at your body Maddie and tell me that the man who abused you is worth risk of having a child with….I am not good for you and I doubt that I will be good for this baby either..” He sighed and looked up at her, the hair he had cut short and the bruises that his hands had put on her. “Its not your fault…..dont ever think that…You do nothing wrong, you just be you and well…I…just hurt you.” He mubled as he pulled her a little closer to him and placed his hand on her stomach. “Maybe this will make him go away…maybe I can just stay here with you and our child. “

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The words made her heart flutter and she nodded at his words. She would try to remember that when he wasn’t himself and calling her names like ‘fat cow’ or ‘beached whale’; it would be good to have the real words from his heart in her mind to get her through the tough times. She prayed that he didn’t turn in the middle of their lovemaking that night as he had before in the past. “That means a lot to me.” She stroked his cheek and laughed at his words.  “Someone has a big ego. It’s okay though, you deserve it.” Madison pressed closer to the man that she loved and lifted her head to kiss his lips. 

Axel smiled at her and kissed her back gently. “Such a beauty…how did I ever get so lucky to have you in my arms right now?” He asked with another smiled as he kissed her cheek and put his hands on her belly. Axel grinned and nuzzled her neck before pulling her back into his lap once more and just hugging her gently, glad to be in her presence. “I have a big ego because look how my work helps to show off those wonderful curse you have and that beautiful pale skin.”

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