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Madison knew that Axel didn’t believe her and couldn’t see what she saw in him but she was the same way herself; she would just keep trying. Her small hand stayed rested on her stomach in a motherly, protective way that the teenager never even knew she had in her. “You are worth it. I wish you’d listen to me and see that.” She ran a hand through her short hair as he mentioned it. It had started to grow but she was sure she still resembled a boy more than she did a girl and her tiny chest probably didn’t help anything. How could he even still like looking at her? Without her long blonde hair Madison felt as ugly as she believed she looked. “You weren’t yourself when you did these things to me. You couldn’t help it and I did provoke you when I know I shouldn’t have. Most of these bruises are because I don’t know how to shut my big mouth.” It was partially true because she did push him until he snapped at times. “I need to do a better job at stopping that.” She took some of the blame on to herself to make him feel better if it were possible.

“How can I be worth it when I have done this to you? Hurt you….look at your body Maddie and tell me that the man who abused you is worth risk of having a child with….I am not good for you and I doubt that I will be good for this baby either..” He sighed and looked up at her, the hair he had cut short and the bruises that his hands had put on her. “Its not your fault…..dont ever think that…You do nothing wrong, you just be you and well…I…just hurt you.” He mubled as he pulled her a little closer to him and placed his hand on her stomach. “Maybe this will make him go away…maybe I can just stay here with you and our child. “

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