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@thefineartofbitchcraft:

( ℳ ♛ : the-solitary-monster )

All she could do is cry and beg pathetically as he made his horrible threats on her life. She hated herself for being so weak but this was what he had turned her into – a witch with powers she couldn’t even use because she was too scared of him. “You don’t want to do this…you’ll hate yourself forever…the guilt will drive you crazy…” She managed to get out between sobs hoping that somehow his rational side heard her and he would stop. What if this time was really it and it was all over? She didn’t want to die on some filthy mattress hidden away like some animal where no one may ever even know she was dead but she was beginning to see that it was the risk she took for loving Axel’s better side and wanting to stay with him. And then he was back to save her, his evil side gone for who knew how long. As soon as she was free of those binds she was in his arms clinging to him like a frightened child. She didn’t know what to say to him so instead she just rested in his arms and tried to calm herself down.

@thefineartofbitchcraft

He just wrapped his arms around her and cried onto her shoulder as he remembered all teh nasty things he had said and how mean he had been to her while his other side had taken over. “I’m so sorry….I love you….I love you..” He kept saying over and over. He picked her up and got her into the bathroom knowing that she would want a bath after what had happened, he didnt let go of her even as he started to run teh bath for her and put a bath bomb in so it smelt nice for her. 

thefineartofbitchcraft:

( ℳ ♛ : @the-solitary-monster )

Something as small as having soda poured on her made Madison want to burst out into tears because of how hormonal she was. She fought the urge to do so knowing that it would just amuse Axel more; she had no desire to feed into his sick pleasures anymore than she had to. She should have known that she wouldn’t stay clean from the shower she’d had that morning for very long and now she was going to be all sticky and disgusting for as long as he wanted her to be. Without another word she did what he said and continued to eat quietly without looking at him. Madison choked down the ones with soda on them first in order to wash the nasty taste down with the few remaining bites of the ones that hadn’t been ruined. She wrinkled her nose at the cigarette smoke; it had been so long since she had smoked that she no longer even desired it and now with the baby she just didn’t even want to be around it.

@thefineartofbitchcraft

As she continued to eat the now soggy food he grinned and just sat in front of her watching her eat each mouthful. He saw her wrinkle her nose at the smoke and he blew it in her face before laughing. “Cant handle the smell of what you used to love?” He asked as he continued to blow smoke in her face. “YOu are weak and pathetic now, wheres all your fight gone?” Axel asked as he went and turned the shower on for her. “Get clean you disgust me.” He put his smoke out on her shoulder and left the room.

thefineartofbitchcraft:

( ♛ : the-solitary-monster )

Madison just nodded instead of saying anything. She just wanted out of there before he snapped again and killed her. She was still convinced he was playing a game with her and was going to start yelling at her at any second. “Will you be here tomorrow?” She asked as she got comfortable in the blankets. “I mean this you?” The girl was sure she was going to wake up in the morning and this would all be a dream. He would be mad at her for being in his bed and do more awful things to her. Maybe she could just run away while he slept since she wasn’t chained up for once. She didn’t know if she even had the energy to do it.

@thefineartofbitchcraft

He was disgusted by what he had done to her and how he had made her scared of him now. “…I will be.” He mumbled rubbing the back of his head as he looked over at her. “I…Maybe you should leave tonight..” Axel was worried now that he wouldnt be himself and that he would hurt her again come morning. “I dont want to hurt you again, and you being here is a big risk to you.” He said as he sat down on the bed. “I can take you to a hotel tonight…” 

thefineartofbitchcraft:

( ℳ ♛ : the-solitary-monster )

Madison wanted to argue with him and tell him that she wasn’t begging for him when they met but she knew it would do no good – Axel was so delusional in these states that he believed only what he wanted and he was never wrong. She remained quiet except for a few soft whimpers as he moved her bruised arms and bound them roughly behind her back. She was perfectly compliant until she saw the knife and began to thrash wildly to get away from him; it was completely useless but she still tried until she exhausted almost all her energy and fell limply against the dirty mattress. She was terrified of what he was going to do to her this time. Every time he hurt her he seemed to get a little bit worse and she was worried that she was going to lose the baby, her life or maybe even both. “Axel. Don’t…” Was all she could get out.

@thefineartofbitchcraft

He smirked at her thrashing and he held the knife to her throat. “Go on witch, thrash now….the blade will kill you, it will slice through that pale skin of yours.” He grinned at the idea and the pleasure he would get from it. “Then I will let that weak willed one you love come back to see you bleeding out and him not being able to do anything.” He told her though as she said his name so softly in that begging tone he growled and dropped the knife before his face changed and he looked at her shocked, he quickly got the chains off from around her wrists and helped her to her feet. “God…I am sorry Maddie..” 

thefineartofbitchcraft:

( ℳ ♛ : @the-solitary-monster )

Madison knew she was almost getting too used to the good days and seriously worried about what would happen when she was faced with a bad one again; it was getting harder for her to hold up on those days because her pregnancy already took so much out of her. She tried not to think about it and just be thankful for what they had when the demon inside him was sleeping. “I think we need to try and find you some help. I’m worried about the baby…when you have your bad days.” She finally voiced what she had been thinking about for weeks. “Someone you can talk to and maybe even get some medication, if you need it, from.” The blonde felt like she was dealing with a ticking time bomb.

He sat and listened to her, his gaze never leaving hers. “Maddie….I’m a vampire, I cant just go to someone and talk abou tit, and medication probably wont work….the only way that…the…bad days would be gone would be if I wasn’t a vampire anymore….And I have no idea how to change that part of me..” He sighed as he place his hands on her belly and looked into her eyes. “I am trying my best to not let that part of me take control anymore…and I think your love and the love we get from the baby will help me..” 

@thefineartofbitchcraft

thefineartofbitchcraft:

( ♛ : the-solitary-monster )

She devoured each spoonful he gave her so fast that she almost choked. She just wanted to get as much as she could before he changed his mind and took it away from her. Madison was so used to the monster that Axel was that she was thinking he was just playing another trick on her; she didn’t even realize that he had another side to him. “I don’t have anywhere for you to take me…just…I don’t know dump me at a hotel. A nice one.” It was the first time she had sounded like her old self in a long time. She just didn’t want to be there with him and if he was willing to take her away Madison was going to take him up on it. She dressed in the clothes and curled up in the bed that was the most comfortable thing she had felt in weeks. Madison was not used to sleeping on anything but the best mattresses and now she was grateful for just the simplest pleasures. “Okay…when will you take me somewhere else?” She asked him as she watched him in the doorway.

@thefineartofbitchcraft

He smiled as she ate everything and climbing into the bed. “I will take you to the best one and pay for you to be there for a month, or until you are ready to go on your way.” Axel whispered as he moved away from the bed and to the doorway taking one pillow with him. “I can take you now if you really wanted or you could wait till tomorrow morning, i’ll make breakfast if you wait till tomorrow.” He told her as he smiled and stayed in the doorway for a moment. 

thefineartofbitchcraft:

( ℳ ♛ : the-solitary-monster )

Madison awoke from the sharp kick to her side with a sharp yelping noise. Her hazel eyes were wide with fear and she tried to back away from him but it was no use when had his fingers tangled in her hair pulling her out of her corner. She was afraid the chains around her neck were going to choke her and she gasped and gagged from how tightly he had secured them around her neck. The blonde stumbled behind him weakly as he pulled her across the room by the heavy metal he had used to bind her. She was too scared to even speak and didn’t want to waste the air in her lungs doing it because she still felt as though she was going to die from lack of oxygen. 

@thefineartofbitchcraft

Axel laughed at her yelp and how pitiful she looked in front of him, he had taken most of her hair and everything else from her, he had broken her to the point now where she jsut let him do what he wanted and that made him grin widely. “You are such a whore….you were asking for it hte night I brought you back and now you want to leave me?” He asked as he chained her wrists behind her back and smiled as he pulled a small knife out of his pocket.

thefineartofbitchcraft:

( ♛ : the-solitary-monster )

She didn’t like him pulling her away from the wall where she’d felt safer than she had in a long time but she couldn’t fight him and just let it happen. At least his touch was gentle unlike every other time he’d touched her in the past few weeks since he’d kidnapped her and brought her to live with him. After a struggle to sit up against the few pillows on the bed she finally took the soup and held it in her shaky hands attempting to feed herself. It was good and nothing like the slop he’d been feeding her and she was thankful for it. She just nodded her head at his offer to sleep in his bed; it would be nice to spend the night in a real bed instead of in the corner where she normally slept. “Will you take me home?” Her eyes were hopeful until she realized that she didn’t really have a home. The bitches in the Coven had probably already forgotten that she’d ever existed and given her room away to someone they liked better. 

@thefineartofbitchcraft

“I’ll take you wherever you want to go…I promise.” He whispered smiling as she started to eat, when he noticed her shaky hands he gently took it off her and began to feed her. “Im sorry I really am….Im not like this normally, I swear…Im nice..” He sighed as he fed her another spoonful, once she had eaten it all he picked her up and carried her to his bedroom so she didnt have to spend another night in that room, he  lowered her onto the bed and took the rag that was a sorry excuse for clothing off her and gave her one of his shirts and a pair of silk boxers with the hulk on them. “I’ll sleep on the couch..”

thefineartofbitchcraft:

( ℳ ♛ : @the-solitary-monster )

Madison wanted to lash out at him and remind him that she was pregnant and not fat but instead she remained quiet on the subject. She had learned the hard way that fighting with him got her nowhere and she wanted to draw as little attention to the baby as she could in hopes of keeping it as safe as possible. She continued to eat the pizza trying to ignore how badly his words hurt her; it was like being in the presence of her father all over again and taking his verbal abuse. She jumped up and let out a loud gasp as the cold pepsi was dumped all over her head. “I will…” Was all she could answer to both of his demands.

@thefineartofbitchcraft

Axel laughed as he watched her stand up and gasp at the cold soda that went all over her body, he knew that once it would be dry it would make her sticky and if he really wanted to he could make her go with out a shower or a bath for as long as he wished. “I will watch, you have to eat the bits that got pepsi on them as well.” The vamp told her with a laugh as he sat down and pulled a packet of smokes out of his pocket and lit one.

thefineartofbitchcraft:

( ℳ ♛ : @the-solitary-monster )

It was a nice thought to think that love was enough to battle a clinical illness but she knew it wasn’t and they really had to start thinking about finding Axel some help. She wanted to talk to him about it but she was afraid it would trigger him and she didn’t want that during such a happy moment. There was no moment that was perfect for bringing up such a thing so she decided to just get it out of the way and hope for the best. “Yes, I should be. I’m working on that. I promise.” Madison tried to eat as much as she could on Axel’s good days to make up for the few bad ones he had here and there. “Listen I wanted to talk to you about something…” She let him pull her on to his lap and smiled at the gentle affection he was giving her. She really hoped she wouldn’t ruin the moment by talking about getting him treatment. 

@thefineartofbitchcraft

He held her close to him, take in her scent. She smelt clean and she looked it too, it had been a while since his last bad day so Maddie had been able to eat, sleep and bathe as she normally would. Axel looked at her as she spoke his hand still on her belly. “Whats up?” He asked curiously as her tone made it sound like something might not be okay. he kissed her cheek and smiled though. “You know we can talk about anything.”