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“You don’t have to be. You couldn’t help it.” She assured him just as she always did when he apologized for something that he’d done when he was not himself. She balled her fists up and hit them against the sides of the tub at his words. “No! If that happens then at least I will die knowing that most of the time I had a good man that loved me. I don’t want to go back to being completely unwanted.” She refused to leave him and he’d have to take her away and leave her somewhere if he wanted her gone. Where would she even go? She was so broken at this point she wouldn’t even know how to go back to her life as it was. “I’m staying.” She was stubborn as always.

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“I dont want you to die Maddie….I just cant keep risking your life every day…I used to have control over myself but meeting you changed that and I have no idea why.” He confessed as he looked at her when she his the sides of the tub. He was jsut trying to protect her, trying to save her life. “I doubt that you were unwanted…..Im sure…someone wanted you before me.” Axel whispered as she said she was staying, as much as he wanted her to stay he also wanted her to be safe and in a place where there wasnt the daily risk of her getting hurt. “I cant change your mind, can I?”

“You’re already so pliant, but breaking you further will be fun.”

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“What’s…pliant mean…?” She stammered. God, she felt so stupid. He was threatening something awful and she didn’t even know what he was talking about. She was stupid she reminded herself – she’d barely passed high school and in all honesty, she was sure her diploma was paid for in some way just to make her look like she was smart enough to actually graduate. Her parents couldn’t have a dumb starlet, after all, no one would want her in their movies if something like that went public. 

“It means you are easily bent, easily influenced or directed; yielding. Which is very true as I didnt have to work very hard to get you like this. Perhaps if you read a book instead of acting like a bitch to everyone you would know what words mean.” He told her harshly, amazed at how stupid she really was sometimes. 

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“I want to defile what little innocent you have left.”

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“I don’t have any innocence left to defile. All that was gone long before you came along!” She still backed away from him in fear having no idea what he planned to do to her. “I’m tainted in every way there is to be tainted. Every fucking part of me!”

“Thats what you think, but I am sure there is a part if you that is still innocent and can be defiled. I am going to find it and ruin it for you.” He hissed as he moved closer to her, his hand reaching out and gripping her throat, he doubted that she was ruined before he came along, and he knew there must be some sort of innocence left in her. 

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Your little act of ‘independence’ is cute, it really is…

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The powerless witch cowered in the corner trembling as her mentally ill boyfriend yelled at her. She just tried to remind herself that he wasn’t Axel at the moment – he wasn’t even in his right mind. “I…I was just trying to take the baby out for a walk…she needs sunlight…She can’t stay in here all day and night.” She hadn’t meant anything by it and she wasn’t going to leave him – she never would. Where did she even have to go anymore? In the crib behind them, the baby screamed for her mother. Madison tugged at her chains instinctively yet unsuccessfully as she tried to get to her child. “Please let me out…she needs me.”

‘Why should I let you go to her after you tried to escape with my child!” HE yelled at her, making sure he was heard over the screaming baby who alos just got louder as he did. “SHUT UP!!” He screamed at their child before moving over to Maddison and slapping her. “THis is your fault, make it shut the fuck up.” He hissed as he took the chains off of her wrists so that she could go to the distraught child who was now watching both of them with wide eyes. 

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She smiled at the kiss but winced a few times as he washed over tender spots that hurt more than the others. She was so battered up that it was hard to find a place on her body that wasn’t marked with an ugly black and purple bruise or a painful cut – she ached so badly she wished she didn’t have to be in her body anymore. This was so much worse than the abuse she suffered as a child and she was so ashamed that she was pathetic enough to be with a man that did these things to her – even worse be in love with him. She found herself crying softly as he continued to carefully bathe her. Reaching up she wiped furiously at her eyes – she hated crying and that seemed to be all she did anymore.

He pulled her closer to him as she started to cry his hands gently wiping the tears away, he hated that he had made her feel all this pain and for some reason she had fallen in love with him as well. “Maddie…Im sorry.” He whispered as he kissed the side of her head before putting the cloth down in the water, he knew that eve the light washing he was doing was causing her pain and he just hated it. “You have to leave me….Please, I am begging you…if you dont I will be your death.” 

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Madison had stayed huddled in her corner for days. She was convinced he was just deciding not to feed her to punish her and she expected that at any moment he would come in and throw some nasty food at her. Eventually the hunger pains got to be too much and she knew that she had to eat or lose the baby – it was then that she’d finally tried the door and found it unlocked. At first she didn’t want to go in there thinking he was going to jump out and hurt her for even being in other parts of the house. So hungry so finally sat on the floor and ate anything she could reach in the refrigerator – just stuffing large portions of cheese and meat for sandwiches right out of the container and into her mouth. When she’d finally had her fill and wasn’t so weak anymore she decided to try her luck with the doors and windows seeing if she could get out of any of them – not even caring that she was completely naked. Finding that both doors that led out of the house seemed to be pad locked from the outside and all the windows were sealed too tight from layers of old paint that had settled she just slumped on to the couch feeling defeated. For the next week she didn’t do much but go back and forth between the kitchen and the living room where she slept on the big comfortable couch. It was there that he would find her when he came home. She jumped up at the sound of the door opening and stared at him with horror filled eyes. She was going to be in so much trouble and she knew it. “I…I’m so sorry…I didn’t think you were ever coming back…and I had to do something…” She rubbed at her stomach to indicate that she couldn’t just starve and let the baby die. There was something different about him. He wasn’t the monster and she knew it. When he didn’t pay any attention to her she padded right through the house after him. “What happened? Whose blood?” She was filled with questions that she wasn’t sure he’d want to answer. At any minute she expected him to return to himself and hit her for not minding her own business.

He didnt remember much of the weeks he had been away he only knew of the last person he killed before he managed to seize control again and make his way home, he had no doubts that it was all over the news as his darker side was not quiet, nor was he careful when it came to his killing sprees. He hadnt even noticed her when he came in the house but now as she spoke he turned around and looked at her, dry blood was caked to his face and down his neck, as he removed his shirt it still stained his body. 

“I dont know.” Axel whispered as he kept his distance from her, he moved into the bathroom and locked the door behind him as he stripped off the rest of his clothing and got into the shower, just sitting under the water as he cried and hit the shower wall. 

He stayed in the bathroom for a few hours, just scrubbing his body even when there was no more blood on it, he could still see it staining his skin every time he looked. When the hot water finally ran out he got out of the shower and dried off before heading for bed. He just wanted to sleep for days and forget about what he had done.

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The way he was begging her to take her somewhere scared her and she wanted it more than anything – she needed to be away from him. “At this point you’d be better off dumping me off at some hospital and taking off…” That would be the only good solution. But they would probably catch him if he tried such a brazen act and she was sure he knew it – he certainly didn’t seem stupid. She laughed weakly. “A friend or family member? Are you serious? I don’t have any of those. I guess you could dump me at the coven house but you better run for your life if you do…” If they saw her in that condition they would find out who did it to her – and they definitely had the capability – and they would come after him. Maybe that’s what he deserved. She still didn’t want those bitches to see her so weak and vulnerable – they weren’t here real family and they didn’t care about her aside from the fact that she was a witch.

“Then I’ll drop you off there, I can escape quickly…..I have vampire speed after all.” He said with a chuckle as he looked at her. “And if they dont know im there they cant do anything to me, right?” Axel asked as he played with the blanket, he just wanted her to be safe and for him to go back to being alone without anyone to trigger the darkness from creeping its way out again. “What about your mum? Or aunties?” He questioned hoping that she had some place to stay that would be safer than here. 

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She watched his finger as it moved over her very pregnant stomach and listened to his story with a sympathetic ear. It was horrible to think of someone doing that to another living creature – creating them just to kill for their own sick pleasures. She could understand why he was the way he was – it made more sense now. “Well, I don’t know I wasn’t a very nice person before …all this happened.” She answered softly. She was nowhere near a monster that killed people – well maybe just a few – but she hadn’t been nice to others or cared about their feelings. She had been a very self centered bitch. “Maybe I deserve the things you’ve done to me…this life I have when you aren’t yourself.” 

“You may not have been nice Maddie, but did you kill like I did? Destroy lives and families? You may have been a bitch but you werent a killer, being mean to others isnt a bad thing really, nor is not caring about their feelings….You dont deserve the thing I do to you just because you hurt peoples feelings.” Axel told her as he looked up at her a smile on his face as his fingers continued to lightly move over her tummy. 

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Madison was in the worst pain she’d ever felt and she suddenly wondered if she could really do this. She knew she had no choice at this point and there was no backing out. “I hope not too. Eighteen hours sounds like pure living hell.” She moved to rest her head against his chest. “It hurts so fucking bad.” She murmured looking up at him with wide hazel eyes. “But how can you be sure you’ll stay? How do you know you won’t leave me?” She was already upset and that made her more emotional than normal – she just started to cry. “What if he comes and something happens to the baby?” She didn’t even care about herself.

He leaned up and kissed her deeply and smiled. “I promise I am not going to leave you, I wont let him come out and hurt either of you.” Axel told her softly and smiled at her as he grabbed her hand and squeezed it tightly. “I will never leave again…I’ll be here always.” He told her as he leaned up and kissed her forehead lightly. He moved back down between her legs and gently spread them as he looked to see how far along their little one was.