So my anxiety is being a bit of a dick tonight…..mostly cause I have an actually paid shift at the cafe I did work experience at tomorrow..So yeah….Im going to jump into drafts and hopefully finish at least the ones on my wolves tonight as a distraction. 

Everyday I dont hear about the potential job at the cafe I was doing my work experience at for my cert 3 in hospitality my hope dies a little more…..I just want something good for once…..maybe its just not meant to happen ever. Cant something go my way for once in my life??

Kinda at the point that I cant be bothered reaching out to talk to people and getting nothing back, this isnt a one off thing. This is trying to talk to someone who is my friend for days or weeks and getting nothing back. So if you actually do want to talk to me you do the reaching out as I cant be fucked cause it is fucking up my mental health.