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Brent exhaled roughly at the sudden hug, which was a surprise to him. Most of the time he slept, wanting to pass one day after another because there was nothing inside him anymore. He did not think he can feel anything, broken from the trauma he felt after the loss of a parent. “I’m sorry, Axel,” he spoke, body still limp even encased in strong arms. “I’m sorry I have been abandoning you, abandoning us. Truth is I am no longer myself. I don’t think you should marry me, or even have a relationship since you deserve someone who actually tries.”
Please don’t leave me.
Axel hugged him even tighter as he spoke, it hurt him to see and hear Brent like this when he was normally the more lively one in their relationship. HE shook his head and kissed his cheek. “Brent, I love you with all my heart and more, you deserve love, you deserve to be loved and cared for. You have held me and looked after me when I have broken down in front of you. When I was at my weakest you stayed….I would never leave you when you were at your weakest. You try more than you think.” He whispered as he pressed his cheek against his. “You are my life….If I lose you in anyway, I am nothing…..I will never leave you.”