@thefineartofbitchcraft:

( ℳ ♛ : the-solitary-monster )

She smiled at the kiss but winced a few times as he washed over tender spots that hurt more than the others. She was so battered up that it was hard to find a place on her body that wasn’t marked with an ugly black and purple bruise or a painful cut – she ached so badly she wished she didn’t have to be in her body anymore. This was so much worse than the abuse she suffered as a child and she was so ashamed that she was pathetic enough to be with a man that did these things to her – even worse be in love with him. She found herself crying softly as he continued to carefully bathe her. Reaching up she wiped furiously at her eyes – she hated crying and that seemed to be all she did anymore.

He pulled her closer to him as she started to cry his hands gently wiping the tears away, he hated that he had made her feel all this pain and for some reason she had fallen in love with him as well. “Maddie…Im sorry.” He whispered as he kissed the side of her head before putting the cloth down in the water, he knew that eve the light washing he was doing was causing her pain and he just hated it. “You have to leave me….Please, I am begging you…if you dont I will be your death.”