Axel had woken up with a start, he had been having a bad dream about things that had happened in his past, things he couldnt stop, things that he couldnt change, but things that haunted him forever. THe vampire only woke when he felt the arms of his boyfriend around him and he heard his voice, Axel slowly opened his eyes and looked at him. “Please tell me im not still dreaming.”
“No, I’m going to worry, damn it,” he countered, frustrated with this cycle of Axel having these break downs, and Brent unable to help him. If only e can learn what upsets him, then maybe Brent can actually do something to help him. But then what did Axel say? He would live forever while Brent died, because he was a mortal? Maybe, just maybe that was the reason. “I don’t think about death that often around you, because you make me feel like I’ll live forever. Why don’t you, well you can always, you know…”
“I do not want you to worry that is the last thing I want you to do.” He whispered to him as he looked up at Brent, his lower lip trembling as he tried to push his bad thoughts to teh back of his mind. As Brent all but suggested him turning him he sat up and stared at him. “You do not want this….trust me, it is not as fun as I make it out to be. It is years upon years of trying to control yourself and then trying to live with the pain you cause when you cant.”
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