“I’m not. I don’t want to get past his nature. I don’t care about his nature, exactly as he doesn’t care about mine. I’m not afraid and I don’t want to change him. But you….” She kneeled next to him, face to face, no fear in her eyes. “You’re just a shade of something. A side of him. I’m not afraid of you either. He killed without mercy? I don’t care. But if I wasn’t so important to him you wouldn’t be here trying to push me away. Cause in the end you know I can bring him back to his true being. So let’s make it quick, you little piece of shit.”
She leaned forward, with a grin on her lips. “What do you want to stop this pathetic act so I can get my love back? You had your sea of blood, you had your victims and the certainty that he will feel guilty. What do you want to go back to your dark corner to mumble to yourself? Speak. And I will do it.”
“I am not a shade of him!! I AM HIM! Before he got soft and decided not to take the lives of those around him, before he chose love over his true nature as a vampire! HE should still be the monster he was! Not this weak thing that is wrapped around your finger!” HE screamed at her.
As she leaned forward he growled and pushed her away. “Oh you think that was a sea of blood? THat was nothing….nothing compared to what I used to do the hundreds I would slaughter for our sire, I would come home drenched in their blood and she would praise me for it, now you praise him for not drinking fresh blood! HE is the weak and pathetic one! I should be in control.”