She knocked on the door with her heart beating strong. She took a deep breath, waiting for Axel to open the door, after weeks of being away, apart, with no contacts at all. The redhead was visibly paler than before and thinner. As the door slowly opened, she hinted a smile and murmured: “Hey… I’m back…”

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Axel was shocked to his wolf looking thinner and more pale than he had see her a week ago, he moved aside so that she could walk in if she wanted, he had missed her being there with him. Empty blood bags and cider bottles littered the floor as she walked in. “Hey…”

Her eyes fell once more on the blood bags, her mind was mostly blank, fulfilled by the emotions she was overwhelmed by. “I…” She started without knowing how to answer. Another okay was out of discussion: she was not feeling ok. She missed Axel so much and now that he was there all she wanted to do was jump into his arms and cry on his shoulders. But she forced herself back and she nodded. “I’m just fine..” She said, knowing that her voice was not sounding so convincing, for herself first. “Can.. Can I sit?” She asked, shivering a bit, stammering lightly. 

He could tell that she was not okay, that neither of them were okay right now and that they hadn’t been for a while. “Oh…yeah..sure..” He mumbled as he moved to clear some space on the couch for her and put  his blankets ont he other chair so that she cold sit down. “Sorry for the mess.” Axel told her as he rubbed the back of his head, whenever he hit a bad place or rough times he would go on a binge of blood, cider and whiskey.